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I wouldn't be me. That other person would've been very, very boring, probably. But if you really see BP as something you can just remove leaving all else, it would be disorganised SZ. Still a bit boring.
I prefer BP. But don't ask me the same question when mixed and that was only two days ago. I wanted it all to end, many times. But I could just as well be dead now, because I wouldn't be me any other way.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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