Thanks for checking on me. I took extra klonapin and it worked; I slept about 6 hours.

I saw my t today. I read her some of this thread. She said I sound mildly delusional and very manic. She could see it today and she could tell it last night in group. I told her I felt like I was going to explode. She asked if I needed to leave and I said no I wanted to stay but that is only because being around her comforts me. I could follow little of what was said. She told me to leave her a msg for the next 4 days about how I am doing. She said last week I seemed off as well as it took me a while to remember things. I got my clozapine...soon enough to take it both this afternoon and tonight. The service for my husband's grandpa is tomorrow. I am scared I'll cause a scene. I'm praying I won't.