Hi All,

I'm from Europe (Amsterdam), I don't know why I'm addicted to Femdom fetish videos. I watched Femdom videos when I was 16 and now I'm 36. Please I need help, I'm addicted to (psychologically) harm myself by watching Femdom videos, every time I watch I masturbate and after I'm finish with masturbating I feel down embarrassed and delete all videos but again after a few days or weeks I download those dirty videos again. I feel I'm a victim of porn industry, as a child I was exposed to these filthy videos and now I'm addicted to it, I tried anything but after a few weeks or months I download and watch again. Please, do you have suggestions how I can get rid of my addiction? Please help, thanks in advance.