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I have no way of partcipating in these things because I have no money to do so. I can't afford to license my car so have no way to transport my kayaks. Before I got sick I was quite the adventurer. I lived amongst mountains and forests near ocean and lakes. Now I live on a dreary prairie. With no money a visit is impossible. That is the person I am, deep in my heart and soul; an outdoors woman living one adventure after another. Today, my biggest adventure is the walk to the grocery store.

People please. Don't tell me - as my family and psychiatrist do - to simply go for a walk or fnd a park. Like that is supposed to replace the experience of climbing a mountian?