Dear T,

I will try to wait and not email you so quickly. Instead I'll write here but I can't be too specific.

Thank you for accepting my sketches and not being grossed out. I've worked on these same issues with my other Ts and with you, but you're the only one I can say things to without censoring. That means a lot to me.

Thank you for reassuring me, sort of, about email. You're right, you were just curious, but today you admitted you would rather I didn't do it, yet you will let me because I said I needed it.

I know what the goal of therapy is but I'm still very attached to you. I don't want to think about ending. I never want to quit. You know that!

I wish you hadn't forgotten when ------died but at least you knew it was on a holiday.

I was too tired to be fully present. I know you smiled but I didn't smile back.

Also, thanks for apologizing again for making it seem like you were criticizing me 2 weeks ago and saying you would never criticize me.

I'm glad I could say those words easier today, and that I could say I love you.

Rainbow