You're probably right. I'm just naturally an avoidant person. I also hate having to spend so much money on it. I'm also spending a pretty penny on some physical issues that I just maxed out my health insurance max on - so now I'm having to pay out of pocket for that for the rest of the calendar year. A couple of house issues, and I feel like I just can't afford to spend on either more physical care or the cost of additional therapy.

Did I mention I like to avoid things like this?