hmm... for some reason after i wrote that post i started feeling it...

sometimes my mind and i dont get along, this stuff i dunno if i will ever understand...

i would like not to have to do these things, but you know how it is when nothing else does any thing...

i can detach from many things... but when you add these things the power of your detachment increases so much...

anyway... i still dont understand why sometimes i dont feel anything....

and at this point while i can feel nothing at all and then all of a sudden warm and flushed... you know how it feels... sorry, maybe my mind is just playing tricks on me again

would still like any information if anyone has any..