Shadix?

You have a few threads on this same topic . You have basically shot down all advice given. Hey..... that's okay. Maybe posting here is like having a blog? Your able to get stuff out of your head???

What kind of advice or support are you actually wanting ?

Would it be helpful if I were to agree with you and say,, Yes!!! Shadix choosing to die instead of getting older is a great thought process... Helpful ?