Thanks Caramee.

This is so hard on me. I don't know if he is consciously backing off of me as part of my 'therapy' or if he just doesn't have it in him. I have tried to talk to him about this sort of thing before and it seems to take us farther apart...maybe it is my approach.

Maybe I'm not saying it to him in the vulnerable state that I feel it. I'll bet I say it more sarcastic or with an angry tint and which makes him feel bad??? He has talked about how I need to learn to talk to my husband from a more vulnerable state rather than an angry one...

I thought I was talking to T from a more vulnerable state though...he has said that I do but maybe when it comes to our relationship 'issues' I don't...I need to explore this more

Because right now, I feel like canceling Wednesday...if he doesn't care why should I? How did I get this point???