Hi TV, welcome to PC!

Thanks for your story. I couldn't tell you if you are part of a dissociative disorder or not, but keep going to therapy and hopefully you'll get better.

We in this system are co-conscious where we can share memories and are aware, so the lights never "go out" because we are more forward in mind. We talk in head (or out loud which embarrisingly attracts attention (oops- a quick look around! Lol)). We can co-present where we share out time. We have major memory issues like time issues because memories stay with the Other that was out. Our fragmentation goes into the hundreds but just have a few main presenters.

Am I DID? I don't know or do I care because I'm more than obviously a Multiple. one can be OSDD (Other specified Dissociative Disorder) which are for those that don't quite fit the criteria to be DID.

I hope you luck in your recovery.