Well recovery didn't last long. Ordered a mickey of whiskey on Mon. and drank it, and then ordered a 24 case of beer yesterday. Drank half of it, and as a result feel like crap. I'd like to be able to say I'm not going to drink the rest, but I know I will.
Have an appointment with my addictions Dr. on Fri. and am going to tell her that I think I need help detoxing.
Still no word from the rehab.
I'm in a downward spiral going nowhere fast.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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