Why would they spy on you? Does it matter if they spy on you?

I (not just me) have been really spied on by probably, police informers and plain-clothes police, maybe some other government agency, my fingerprints and DNA most probably put in some database by a forensics team (there was a van of a forensics team).

But it doesn't really matter. I discovered only when it actually happened, it was rather obvious, there was proof of it (real proof, not based on delusions), that it really doesn't matter. It was a liberating experience.

Spying is mostly just because they can. Like a stamp collector collecting stamps they like to collect data. But they collect data (mostly) on groups of people with some radical ideas or something, just to make sure it's not extreme radicalism, not a DBT group! And if they'd send someone, it would really just be one person for a small group. And the police wouldn't do it because it's illegal.

It's really very unlikely and if it were true it really doesn't matter. It's of course far more likely you've creatively come up with a story you might laugh about because of its implausibility in say, a year. If it's a good story, though, write it down. You may want to analyse it so that you learn to dispel delusions or maybe it's the basis of a novel or something.

Another interesting thing: people like us with BP may be rather good spies. Generally good actors and always alert to danger, as well as fond of risks. It makes me wonder whether the Israeli series where Homeland is based on (I forgot the name) has any footing in reality. Maybe not at all. I don't know.