You know, I was actually used as an example during the group while going over the "does the facts fit". I was asked questions such as if I had any warrants. No, I had no facts to fit. However, I think it stems from my past. I have said some nasty things and said them in public. It's crazy, I'm crazy, or both. I mean really, I've done some things in the past that I'm not proud of, but for the most part I'm able to let them go. But, I have the hardest time letting things that I have said go. I think that's why I feel like "they" need to spy on me. They won't to make sure that I don't act on anything said. Also, suppose I stepped on someone's toes and they still desire revenge?

I'm definitely going to take these answers to heart and try to let it all rest. I just love people here. Maybe I know some things in some areas that people here do not, but I feel so much like an infant when it pertains to this bp topic. Most of you seem like rocket scientists compared to me on this subject.