i had a lot of problems while pregnant to include ptsd aniexty and severe depression. First of all don't give up.
My personal experience was most of the medical staff i dealt with were even more understanding knowing that while pregnant your hormones make even a sane woman crazy. I had to be hospitalized for cutting and there was never even a disscussion about me not being able to handle motherhood.
good for you if you can stay off the meds. After my cutting it was pretty much insisted that i take my meds. When my daughter was born she was extremely sensitive to sound and wouldn't allow anyone to hold her except for me and my husband. At the age of 2 she developed seizures. Every dr tells me it is not related to my meds but i don't believe them.
Linda