Welcome to Psych Central! I know how awful it feels to be stuck in a job you hate. It is a recipe for depression. Andrew Solomon said in his book The Noonday Demon that depression often results from feeling trapped and humiliated. That sounds like your situation and a lot of other people who have to earn a paycheck. I am also stuck in a job I dislike intensely. I need to get out but it is very late in my career and I feel my options are limited. I would encourage you to take some action to find another job, as difficult as that may be while depressed. I hope you can improve your situation.