I've never been diagnosed with an eating disorder, just to start it off.
In the last couple months I've been really self conscious and counting calories, I stay under 1200 every day and try to eat as little food as possible unless its healthy fruit and veggies or negative calorie food.
I go to the gym a lot too and I'm taking extra dance classes to help me lose weight.
I lost 7 pounds in like 3 months and I'm now 109 pounds, 5'4".
I don't like to think I have a disorder but that I'm just dieting, but I'm worried because I've read symptoms.
And I feel fat when I look in the mirror, and I feel accomplished when I can ignore hunger pains and not eat.
Is this alright? Or should I be worried and try to change? Because I'd really like to get to 105 pounds or less but I don't want to push myself over the edge or anything.
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