One of the main things that will really tell the truth is if you get to the weight you have as your goal, & keep going. Then you have a problem. There are many symptoms that are anorexia, but many people to not fit some of them. When that happens, there is the diagnosis of EDNOS (Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified). It sounds like you are on the road for trouble, but not if you can be satisfied with a specified weight & can stay there & it is not below your defined lowest body weight.

I went 16 lbs below my lowest minimum weight last time before I was forced to get help. This time is my weight isn't dangerous yet & I keep hoping that it will quit before it gets there. I do have dr's monitoring it, so can't get away with what happened last time.

I don't think you can get pushed over the edge unless you want to. Then you have a problem.

Keep us posted on how you are doing. I can let you know that having an ED is no picnic, & definitely is something you want to avoid...never go there.

Saw you peek into chat this evening...look forward to you joining in during the future.
Debbie