Yeah... There's a lot of definitive reseach on squirting and how it occurs through sexual stimulation, up to climax. I will save explaining the reseach because it's part of the reason I've become uncomfortable about the whole thing.

I really hope I can just get over this, it was never a problem before and i dont really know what changed that.. reading up on it is part of it.. Idk. I dont feel so bad about squirting when I am alone (masturbating) but I amlost just cant anymore with my fiance.

Thank you prism bunny and kipper for all your advice.. Sorry people shamed you about sexuality prism, And your mom. Ive always avoided sex talk with my mom completely. She would faint. I will talk to my fiance about this when he gets home though.. Thanks