Friends, tomorrow is my birthday (the big 4-0) and I don't feel much like celebrating. As usual all my friends are working or have other things going on, and I can't help but feel like no one cares. I have tomorrow off and I feel like if I just stay here and watch movies I'm going to go stir crazy. At the same time I feel like the other idea I had, to take a day trip to a city and do some shopping and treat myself to a few gifts is wasteful because I already have so much stuff, and so many books I haven't read yet. I feel like I should just stay here and maybe try to be half-responsible and read one of the self-help books I got about figuring out what I want to do with my life because I sure ain't getting any younger. What do you think?