ETA: My therapist likes that I have the bipolar board and I love how honest you guys are with me. I wouldn't have gone without you. T wants me to call pdoc every day to see if there's a cancelation but that's to much work and I like this. Why would I as to be brought down? I'm not hurting anyone yet. Besides if I hurt someone it'd be myself and if it's bad enough that I need stiches FL will keep me anyway. I wish I broke my wrist yesterday that warm hot pain would feel nice right now. I wont do it the whole hospital thing scares me.