ETA: I don't want the shot it may bring me down. Why did T ask if I was taking my meds? She was happy that the pharmacy wouldn't give me my other anti-depressant! What if that was keeping me stable? No one would know. What if pdoc sends me to the hospital? I don't want to be there? What if the nurse sends me to the hospital? t said mania can be dangerous what if she sends me to the hospital? she says it's not dangerous yet. I don't trust her. Will the hospital let me go if I'm not "a danger to myself or others" I can wait 8 days to see T again.