I've been painting again lately and going to try some cake decorating. I guess this anguish I have doesn't help when my mother and sister encourages it. I know they pity me that I'm just stuck in the house, asking my mom for money, going out with friends. I'm being pressured to go to school for my masters this fall but we just don't have enough money for now but she wants me to go ahead and go to school for something else anyway, just so I have "something to do in the meantime".