Okay, apparently this psychologist isn't doing a very good job then. She didn't prepare me at all. She literally handed me the pulsars the first day without even explaining it. I was referred to her by another psychologist in my HMO, so she must have figured he had prepped me. I don't know, I really wasn't ready prepared for yesterday. Today I feel like I'm in a different dimension. I feel this way whenever my PTSD gets triggered, and it's a dangerous state for me. Kinda mixed episode like. Thank you so much for all of the info!