Greetings Ticket 13! I see this is your first post here. Let me start by Welcoming you to PC! !!!
Thank you for your very thoughtful and honest first post. This is not a subject i personally have much insight on, but, This forum is full of people who will be able to give you much better advice than myself on this topic. If you don't seem to get many replies..please repost in the men's focused group and other health questions as well, to possibly receive a broader range of insights. Your post caught my eye though because it is so thoughtfully and lovingly composed. Your wife is lucky to have such a caring husband. I understand that you do not feel it is an option to discuss your fantasy with your wife. I am aware that there is a cultural difference on how delicate a matter like this may be.. The only thoughts I have are to take some time to pin point where your preference for older women originates from and what precise features or characteristics of the women you fantasize about appeal to you most... then if possible, try to slowly approach your wife about incorporating a certain action or clothing item maybe into your sex life. Hopefully, my advice is at least a helpful starting point. And I'm sure you will find much more knowledgeable advice and support from others here. Keep writing and be well.