Either via text or e-mail. Whatever the medium, the waiting KILLS me. I cannot stop obsessing. I get so antsy and will smoke tons of pot just to get my mind off of the whole thing. It almost seems better not to interact with him at all between sessions because I always end up getting disappointed by his response, or lack thereof. I know people get busy, and it's not realistic to always want immediate gratification. I miss the old days when there were no cell phones, internet, etc. If you wanted to get ahold of someone, you'd call their house and leave a voicemail. That was it. Nowadays, the current technology only fosters my insecurities.

Does this happen to anyone else? I've been this way in past relationships and also just have anxiety in general, especially in anticipation of things or important events. My mind just LOVES to work against me.