I felt like my t was reluctant to be specific about his holiday weekend plans. Then I mentioned that I wished I was seeing him tomorrow and not my brother. So I think he was just giving me space to have my own feelings about my own life, uncomplicated by any transference. Cuz later when I got home, I was definitely wanting to call him and tell him to not go away, to just spend the weekend with me I'm having a hard time getting in the groove here.