Thanks purple_fins.
Well I've made it through most of the afternoon. In another hour, I'll be able to make dinner, and declare the day over. I'm still feeling too sick, and throwing up periodically to risk going out to an AA meeting tonight.
I'm trying to not dwell on the past, but it's hard. I've made so many mistakes and wasted so many opportunities. But today is a new day, and tomorrow is bound to be easier.
Just wish I would hear from the rehab I'm trying to get into, the wait is frustrating.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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