I have former sleep meds from the pdoc. I don't see me sleeping tonight. Should I take the sleeping medication when I take my other meds? or should I just take what's prescribed? I wonder how long I can/will stay up? am I getting psychotic? Will my therapist hospitalize me next week for daydreaming about hurting others when they aggravate me? Should my son go to his aunts as he already knows I'm manic? Is my husband still hypo manic just I've surpassed him in goodness feeling? will I hurt T's feelings when she pisses me off some how because yeah me in a room for an hour I'm going to get cranky? Should I really give her my notes that go into detail when I get pissed off?