i guess i am writing this because i just want to feel like i am not the only one.
it's not even that anything horrible happened today. I am just tired and in a bad mood. I just started a new medicine that is making me feel groggy and if I could take a "sick" day I would, however there is no one else to watch my little ones.

I have been irritable and snappish all day. I am only in a slightly better mood now because it is getting closer to bedtime and I can hopefully fall into blissful sleep or at least have time to myself after they go to bed.

i look at my almost 5 and two year old and think they deserve sunshine and roses each day, not the inevitable grumpy days mommy falls into because of her mental issues. i always love them but sometimes i just want to crawl into a cave by myself. please tell me i'm not alone.

common sense tells me that all mothers must feel this way sometimes, but i see other families and everyone just seems like they are dealing so much better than i am. so idk. just need someone to understand i guess.