I haven't eaten yet today and am kind of afraid to. Just had some coffee. Slept a lot today. Feel like why did I have to get this eating problem? I'm tired of it already.

Yesterday I bought lots of veggies and some fruit. Maybe I can just have one meal today. I don't know. I don't even trust myself when it comes to eating.

I get thoughts that I shouldn't eat anything and then sometimes I eat a lot after I think that. I think it's myself rebelling against me wanting to starve myself.

Haven't really decided what I'm going to have to eat today yet. I don't feel real hungry right now.

Some veggies would be healthy I guess.