I'm having a really bad moment right now. I wish I had a T assigned to me already because the lady said we can call if we're in crisis. I went over my dads and the whole time he talked about how I'm trying to get SSD and I let him down. I just sat there silent and took it. My family hurts me so badly and every T I've had has told me to stay away. But then I blame myself and my MI for ruining my life. I feel I haven't accomplished anything and I'm a huge disappointment to everyone. I've ruined so many relationships in my life. I literally have three friends and that's it. I told everyone else to eff off in a moment of anger. Right now im really obsessing about my dad, my anger, my inability to control my anger. I have tears in my eyes right now. I wish it was time for bed so I could take my seroquel and peace out.

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