I am turning into a literal scary crazy person.

I have messaged JD several times telling him I need closure and that he may as well talk to me because I am not leaving him alone until he does.

I suspect there was someone else in the picture. Very strongly suspect it. And honestly, the fact that someone would possibly drag me along like that messes with me so hard.

I don't think I've communicated with someone who has effed with my brain this hard. I feel like all of the work I've done in therapy has been ripped apart. I feel like everything I believed about myself and about other people has been put into question.

This is NOT me, and I don't like it. I'm scared.