Please, if you have a child, do not abandon them. They need their mother, even if that means mother needs some time in a place where she will be safe. I promise you will feel differently soon and you will realize these thoughts are part of the cycle.
Please tell your husband or call to get help.
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The man who chases two rabbits, catches neither. - Confucius
Good for life: Work like a dog. Eat like a horse. Think like a fox. And play like a rabbit. - George Allen