It's going to take time, about one month to get to 100 mg, and it will take a lot of patience. The uncertainty is so taxing.

I've just been videochatting with a girl who has depression and panick attacks. It was a half hour of nearly cheerful chat. Even if I just managed not to show the real entity of my despair. Now I think about how it is cruel that innocent people like us have to suffer so much. And this includes you all, my friends.
And I can't help but cry.

Now the day is almost over, fortunately, tomorrow I will restart fencing with the demon screaming in my head, my arguments always the weakest...

Thanks to you all