Thanks everyone.
Well I made it through yesterday. Did wind up throwing up one last time last night, including throwing up my meds, which made last night particularly rough - sweats and very vivid nightmares.
I've managed to eat scrambled eggs this morning and I'm trying very hard not to throw them up.
Today I have a drop in meeting at my rehab, and an appointment with my addictions Dr. That'll help.
Motivated to stay sober today so that I can make it to my shift at the Distress Centre tomorrow. That always makes me feel better, and I can't do it hungover.
Shooting to restart the Antabuse Sun. morning.
I'm still feeling very fragile and weepy.
splitimage
__________________
"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
|