Dear T,

I'm doing okay with not emailing you so far. I will miss hearing from you today, but I hope you don't break the rule of not emailing unless I do. Since I see you Wednesday instead of Tuesday, it's longer to wait but I think I can do it!

It hurts a little when I think not emailing means we don't have the kind of relationship I wanted. No, it hurts a LOT!! I have to use radical acceptance. If you were my friend, you couldn't be my T. I thought you always liked when I sent you photos. Now you say to show them to you in the session! You really don't want me to email because you think it's best for me. I know that. I am trying for that reason. If I didn't trust you, what would be the point of seeing you? Not emailing isn't as hard as dealing with what it means, that I'm your job first and foremost. That's not a negative, but it still hurts me. What makes it tolerable is that I believe you when you say you love me. Thank you, T.

Love,
Rainbow