Yeah, I feel the opposite, that's why I was asking. I feel I have time and I am not using it in a way is fruitful. I do not even feel good. I suffer. I would suffer with less regret if my suffering had a purpose. But I am trapped in a situation and I do not know how to get out of it
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ClaraHope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel
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