Take this, for example: I just want to go to the beach today or tomorrow. I've texted several people. No one can/wants to go. I could put a general "Who wants to go?" on FB, wouldn't get a reply. My T said today to find a way to get out of my apartment. Okay well, easier said than done. I'm SICK of doing shyt alone. Going to the beach alone is boring after a while. Going on road trips is as well. I do things alone all the time; sometimes I want to do things with people, besides go for a quick drink and appetizer, and not have to plan it weeks in advance.

This is just one of the reasons, albeit a silly one, why I am bored and unfulfilled.