when i joined here, i think that i was thinking that my life would be fixed within the year..
apparently a life full of traumatic events isn't so easy to just overcome..
little did i know even at the time that most of my issues probably were related to "c-ptsd"
hell, i didnt even know i had ptsd... if i did i just ignored it like i ignored everything
but i guess it takes time, different steps.. phases... moving forwards and backwards... to try to reach a form of recovery...

guess we really do have to hit the bottom before we can "fix" things...

all we can do is hope that we'll still be here in another 2 years, that would be a good thing to believe... hopefully not in the same position, but still here