You are certainly not alone. I've had two of my best friends ignore me for weeks until they told me I am too much to handle and they're not comfortable with being my friend. But both chose to ignore me until I demanded to know what was up and they gave me a ton of BS reasons. So no, you are not alone.

I have no close friends, let alone friends I regularly hang out with. I call my grandparents multiple times a day and visit them a few times a week, and for the past week they have had company and could hardly spend much on the phone, and I am sure they are tired of me calling and visiting but I can't help it, I love them dearly and I have no one else to visit.

And most people hate their job. I spent three months out of work looking for a job that was right for me, and tomorrow I start work for a promising company where I don't have to deal with customers and I get to do the same thing every day by myself, and I get free breakfast and coffee every shift.

I like to listen to Belleruth Naperstek's Deperssion Guided Imagery right before I go to bed. This is her affirmations: