I have two conflicting parts of my personality. On one side, I am hypersexual and want to satisfy that urge to have sex as often as possible, on the other side, I want to be the kind of woman who doesn't sleep around all the time. I often find my hypersexuality to be pulling me to do dangerous things, like inviting a guy I've only just met online that day to come to stay at my house for the night. I did post previously that I was at risk for doing dangerous things on here due to my hypersexuality. I was blinded by the urge to have sex and didn't follow my rules or safety at all. Thankfully, I had come to my senses and told him he couldn't stay at all, and he eventually stopped texting me.
I struggle deeply with listening to common sense and my sexual urges overpower it at times. I watch porn and masturbate frequently, but it only seems to placate me a little bit. Last night I masturbated at least 2-3 times, I kept on getting horny and had to do it. I'm scared that my sexual urges won't stop and I'll wind up doing something dangerous for real.
What should I do?
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[UPDATED: 4/30/2017]
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