Hi everyone, I have been off the forum for a couple of months due to my SZA and paranoia being really bad. Just thought I would check in here since I came back up to read. I try to view this forum as a necessary part of my recovery plan, being a type of peer support. I will try to catch up and see how everyone is doing. I wish I could say I am doing better, but I am worse. I cannot even open my window blinds without feeling incredibly paranoid. My disability is now approved through January 15, so that's one less thing to worry about for a while.