I don't know what to do, so I go to my therapist (counselling). But I have problem with my therapist, so I don't know what to do anymore.

Here is my inner voice, that I want to tell my therapist, but I wouldn't dare to. ~~~~~~~~

Did u lost patience in me ? There's so many things I want to tell you, but I am scare to tell you now from experience of previous sessions.

Remember I said in previous sessions, how many times i tell myself don't think too much. But often in the end i did not think too much (e.g. M and C )
I didn't store up my bitter, or it's more about I had a long fight telling myself I think too much.

And what does Winnie's comment has to do with being bossy ? I feel rather hurt you use the word bossy. You didnt use that Last or last last time.
I feel u lost patient in me, and that the way u talk to me is rather negative tone. May be because part of the reason is I asked u things repeatedly, but i am not doing it willfully. It's part of my symptoms when especially about things that are important to me.

I am not not listening to you when u said do i want a job, but if my conern don't solved, this is like bandaging a wound that still need more attention.

I was feeling hurt at the session, but ur rather cold response make me feel more hurt.
May be i was hurt already, but u didn't comfort me, make me feel hurt. Maybe you are not obligated to do that. And that getting comfort from any one is not sth i can control of.
Then what can i do, how can i get thru without getting any comfort.
May be i need to work on that so that other things can ccontinue to proceed ?
I don't have any ill. purpose to write you this email. I think we need to understand what needs to be known and understand.

No one agree I've been hurt by my parents all my life. No one agree i feel pain. Every thing I do, every one think it's wrong.

May be you already sick and tire of me because you are so stern to me.

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