Trust itself is not something that is easily given. People need to earn it. But throw in our circumstances and it 's nearly impossible. I think it takes someone really special, who shows us they care. But we are still so guarded.

I found someone to trust, but it took me a year before I was able to talk to her about my past, to trust her with something I hadn't shared with anyone except my tdoc. But it has only been her.

Its something that I felt in my heart, that I could trust her. But there has been no one else...maybe next year