and just cried.
I'd looked out of the peephole, and the fear hit. It's not going to happen. I can't go out there.

I should go.

To everyone who has someone in their life who cares enough to help you
Who takes your pain to heart
Who actually steps up to the plate when you're not able to help yourself
Who will hold your hand and help you to get help

Be grateful.

Don't take it for granted.