I feel awful i am so scared and agitated and everything is so hard i cant explain things to people and i just i dont know it is like i cant get things out right i and everything is going to be ruined and i am trying so hard and there is so much noise and i cant make my head stop and i dont knkw what to do i need i cant everything is going to fast i want i cant want they wont let me i cant ignore them there are too many of them i it wont stop and i keep getting scared and i know ugh they wont let me i cant i am sorry.