If your mom knows you're a cam girl ... well that's grounds alone for a lot of contention between the two of you. Seems that your mother knows a lot more than the 'average' mother might know about their daughter (I won't digress into some of the things you've mentioned in previous posts).
You hold a lot against her and seem to blame her for a hell of a lot.
I question what's bought on the sudden change of heart.
I say this because you make a hell of a lot of posts about how angry you are with your mother. I'm sorry to sound so sceptical here but your past pattern of behaviour indicates it's something you're going to need a hell of a lot of help with - something that's been suggested to you a few times here.
And I don't know that you'll learn with the click of a finger how to let go of that anger you have towards her.
And the slightest thing you may perceive as her doing wrong you'll fly into a rage again.
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