So... Uhm...

I used to self harm for 4 years. I stopped because I had this bf who'd do everything i did to himself... He also screamed at me for hours whenever I did something, threatened to kill himself if i'd ever do anything like this again...
Oh well. I hated it. But it helped, i got better. I was more or less "clean" for the past 2 years. Sure, i had some relapses.

Anyway. I started again. It's worse than it ever was. Why the hell did i start again? It's sooo stupid. I'm a failure.



Just had to rant... Sorry. Hope you're all okay.

Take care