I woke up in this weird state this morning. I slept for maybe 5 hours, which is less than my pdoc wants me to sleep. I was still tired when I woke up but I couldn't fall back asleep. I woke up anxious and worried about things that I don't even know are really problems. They just seem to be this morning. I have cried about three times this morning already - either from reading a touching post or just simply because. I'm not sure that I understand mood. I feel neutral but there is all of this stuff that is happening.