I am driving myself crazy about something I said to T on Thursday. He is much too ethical to throw me out over something I say, but I am really worried that I have screwed up the good rapport I have felt between us. (But then again, that's probably all in my head, right? What right have I to believe that any kind of "rapport" exists between me and T?)

My brain hurts and my "soul" (for want of a better word) hurts.